Don’t ever tell me about cutting. Ever. Ever. Because I have well over 230 scars on my left arm. 75 staples total and 52 stitches total. Don’t. Ever. Tell. Me. About. Cutting. You ain’t goin through shit! What you’re going through is boy troubles! I’ve been through rape, family dysfunctions, seeing my mom and dad constantly argue who won’t stop to save their life, 3 kids at almost 24, house arrest for an entire 10 months for something you have never done, alcohol masking the pain for both cutting and family pain, AT LEAST YOU STILL HAVE YOUR FAMILY PERFECT! Boys come and go sweetie! But I will tell you right now, don’t tell me why you
Cut when I cut for my past and present! Hence why I wanna get my own place and why I have a now good paying job to get my own crib! You are only 15! You’ve got your whole life to live right now! Wait! Just wait! It’ll get better! I’ve not cut since the beginning of this year and I’ve actually learned it does get better! Please! And you wonder why I listen to heavy metal? Cause it actually calms me down and I’m a guitarist. Scars are forever. The pain is not. Memories last, but there’s always a future to look at. Remember that. You not need to cut when you ask for family and friends help. That’s how I’ve gotten by this long. A shoulder to cry on. And it helps. And I’ve told you multiple times I am here for you! I’ve seen the light scars on your wrist. You can’t hide visible scars. They’re there. No matter what. But boy troubles at 15 I’m sure they’re hidden deep within the rib cage on your heart. Shit happens! And when it happens, know what to do? Move forward. Moving forward gets you through. If you keep repeating what you’re doing? You’re not getting far. You’re repeating your steps and that’ll just egg you more down than what you are now.
Again, as I’ve said before! Need someone to talk to who’s been through most of it? Or has just cut and need someone to relate?! I’m here to talk to you! I’ve learned it’s not worth it! Message me if you need someone to talk to! Day or night! I’m always checkin my tumblr!